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.... soooooo, it's been a while since my last post. almost two years since my last post in here. things are good and not good. depending on which aspect you're looking at. overall, it's good.
the reason for this post though, is I wanted to post something I found on a friend's blog. ... :p and I don't feel like signing up for LJ just yet. this was on Shaisukebe's blog, and this is me blatantly stealing it.
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
Opening Credits: Saving Me - Nickelback
Waking Up: Lying From You - Linkin Park
First Day of School: Brother My Brother - Pokemon (the first movie) eek confused
Falling in Love: I Don't Know You Anymore - Savage Garden ( cry )
First Song: All You Wanted - Michelle Branch
Fight Song: I Want to Look Like Arnold - The Arrogant Worms ( rofl wth? )
Breaking Up: Good Ground - John Michael Montgomery
Prom: All the Things She Said - TATU
Life: Ezra Eats - The Arrogant Worms ( eek )
Mental Breakdown: Hard Times and Misery - Travis Tritt Driving: Place For My Head - Linkin Park
Flashback: Completely - Diamond Rio
Getting Back Together: Highway Junkie - Randy Travis
Wedding: Shake Rattle & Roll - Bill Haley and the Comets
Birth of Child: Unrestricted Martial Arts - Ranma 1/2 ( WTH?? dramatic chanting/silliness? is this bad omen? )
Final Battle: Butterfly (Techno Remix) - Ayumi Hamasaki
Death Scene: Footloose - Kenny Loggins
Funeral Song: Whispers in the Dark - Skillet
End Credits: I'm Going Slightly Mad - Queen ( mrgreen YES!!!!! *whoops and hollers while dancing happily* )
xd entertaining. starts off making sense, ends (kinda) making sense. the middle is WAY out there. confused
Koosei · Sat Jan 12, 2008 @ 11:09pm · 1 Comments |
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wow. it's been a while. last update was in January. 3nodding definitely been a while. wow. I don't know where to start. get the depressing bit over with. Things have been happening. Things have been coming to light that have been totally and completely screwing up my life and my stress-levels. I won't say any more than that, because this is the internet. You never know who is reading what, and this must stay as confidential as possible. So I won't say any more about it than that. But I hate it. At the same time, I both hate and love the person that brought it to life, and the person that is the root cause of all this. I'm being told I should go to councilling to talk to someone about all this by both my mom and my school councillor. I don't want to, but they should both know what they're talking about, and I've never before out and out refused to consider something that mum has said. So I think I'm gonna give in on that. However, mum is also saying I should talk to the person that brought it to light, and I'm refusing on that part. I don't want anything to do with either of those people right now. I don't care about how the one that brought it up is dealing with it. I know it sounds cold and heartless, but I don't. I don't care. ...... and I'm going off on a tangent that is reserved for my home journal. stopping now. on other updates, my grad ceremony's are happening in two weeks! eek I know, scary, isn't it? I can't wait, actually. I just went and gave the florists the ideas for my corsage today. It's gonna have silver ribbon, and a couple white mini-orchids on it. heart . heart it's gonna be so nice! and my dress is back from being fitted, and hopefully I'll lose some qeight before grad so it's slightly loose on grad day. I'm helping sell Banquet tickets this week, but I've not had that many people come to buy them from me, so i'm jsut hoping that they're going to the other people selling them. but, yeah. that's the basics of what's going on. until next time.
Koosei · Fri Apr 28, 2006 @ 12:20am · 2 Comments |
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well, it's the end of January, and starting the day after tomorrow, the first of Feb, and my last semester of high school begins. Four or so months, and I'll be done with high school for ever. eek whoa. scary thought. I know I've been looking forward to it and all, (not as much as some would, but enough for me) but I still don't want to leave. Call me crazy (not literally, Chibi!), but I LOVE high school. Even with the cliques, druggies, alchoholics, kids that have nothing better to do than to make fun of eachother and behave as complete imbeciles, too crowded hallways, having to sit through boring classes you won't even use later on, and the completely boring bits of it that almost make you wish there was no such thing as an education system. I know it's crazy, but I love it. I love the order to the day, and knowing that you have to be somewhere doing something at a certain time. If it was up to me, my day would be a mess. I'd never be doing anything on time, and much as I love being punctual and hate being late for anything, I'd be constantly forgetting things (more than I do now) and losing track of time. I know I'm odd for that, but I love it nonetheless, and I don't want to leave it. I know that college isn't really supposed to be that much different, but it's still a scary prospect. new building, new people, new (and better) classes, just all the NEW things, I guess. it's a bit intimidating. But, I guess I'll have to deal with it when it comes. ... on a lighter note, I've found my grad dress! whee heart it's sooooo beautiful!! I know I'm not usually one for the whole squealing over clothing bit, but I think I'm entitled to it right now, it being my grad dress and all. whee It's sooo beautiful! navy blue, and literally brushing the floor. it's got a halter top style, only instead of wrapping around the neck, there are straps that criss-cross in the back. On the front-bust-area, it's got those pruple-y metallic beads that change from purple to green to gold to blue and all those colors. (it's hand-done bead work too!) directly under that and JUST below the bust line, are silvery beads in a ... I call them water droplets, but mum calls 'em flames, but whatever, it's like there're little streams of water coming down, and it goes all the way around the dress, but they don't go past the rib cage. ^-^ it's soooo pretty! and I'm gonna go in to get it fitted just before grad, so it'll fit even better then. .... maybe i'll try to get a picture up here? we'll see. as well as that, I finally managed to get that 'See What I'm Listening To' thing for MSN working. stare took long enough. I was starting to get used to Realplayer too. oh well. doesn't really matter anyways. and, ..... I just saw my grandma and aunts from down in BC. They just recently moved up to Alberta, and now it's only a 2 hour drive to visit them instead of the 8 it was when they live in BC. heart much nicer. anyways, this weekend mum took me and Jami (my little sister) down to see them. it was nice. turns out grandma's on 24 hour oxygen now because of all her smoking, but she's doing perfectly fine. if it weren't for the tubes, you wouldn't even realize she was on oxygen.and my aunts and are doing fine. My two little cousins too. It was good seeing them all again. my two little cousins, I haven't seen them for three years, so they're definitely bigger now. It was definitely fun to see them again. We played lots of hide and seek for one. It was great. well, I'm running out of things to say now, so I'll hop off this journal and find other things to do. bye-bye!
Koosei · Tue Jan 31, 2006 @ 03:57am · 2 Comments |
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boredom and frustration 2 |
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right, well, a couple days later, and I finally get time to do this. soo, math's being a b***h, but other than that and the sudden influx of Bio homework, school's going good. umm, I'm helping out with the Food Hamper thing and all, so I guess that's a plus. ummm, today (Saturday) I went on a Youth Field trip to West Ed (a BIG shopping mall in Edmonton, Alberta, for those of you unfamiliar with the area). my cousin came along, so it was kinda fun, would've been better with more people than just the two of us. stare my other friend is too busy being pissy and grumpy at me to come along, that and her mum keeps changing her mind on whther or not she's allowed to come. on top of that, I'm home alone for the weekend (yay!!!!), but she keeps trying to convince me to convince mum to let her stay over, or WORSE, let HER try to convince mum. NOT a good idea, cause 1) I gave mum my WORD that I wouldn't have anyone over, and I always try my best to keep my word. 2) If I did call mum to try to change her mind, it'd only get her pissed at me. Even more so if she did it. 3) and you can't blame me for this one: I've NEVER been left alone at home for the whole weekend! I want to bask in the moment/weekend and ENJOY IT! Enjoy the silence, enjoy the lack of people telling me to get off the computer/nagging me so they can get on, enjoy the piece, and quiet, and solitude, ....... you get the drift. .... ummm, continuing on the side of annoyances via local friends, ____, this same girl as before, has been on Gaia for about two-three months. at first, she wouldn't stop complaining about only having the peasant dress to wear. so, I show her my inventory and tell her to pick out two items to borrow until she gets some outfits of her own. that was when she first signed up. NOW, I find out that she's traded my Sienna Ruffled Skirt, one of THE first items I EVER bought on Gaia (thus, lots of sentimental value with that one) to a complete stranger for some item that I've never seen before called a 'Space Bubble'. To make it even worse, that self-same Space Bubble doesn't fit/look good with any of her other items! I mean, I might be able to understand it if it were for a decent, nice looking item, but something that clashes with practically everything she currently owns??? scream AAAARRRRRGH!!!!!!
.... anyways, I think that's about it..... worked off some of my anger at least. bye byes for now! Koosei
Koosei · Sun Nov 20, 2005 @ 06:04am · 0 Comments |
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*sighs* I am soooo bored lately. TSU (student council) hasn't been doing anything, and it's all been a bunch of homework lately. *yawns* ho hum. Math may have gotten slightly easier after that last unit ended, but it's still uber-confusing. and go figure, only when we're about to leave the subject to go onto tougher stuff do I actually start to understand it.
stare and now I'm having to get off, so I will continue this later. bye everyone!
Koosei · Thu Nov 17, 2005 @ 03:32am · 0 Comments |
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hmm, suppose I should write something again.been a while, and this is actually one of the first times in the last two weeks when I can actually sit on the computer all night. stare evil damn grade 12 Math and Bio homework! scream It's taking over!! Bio's not that bad, but Math?? Math is getting evil now!! We're doing Logarithms, and the teacher seems to expect my 60-65% average class to be able to pull of something close to last year's 85-90% class!! gonk scream and, not to brag or anything, but I'm one of the more mathematically inclined people in my class sometimes, and even I'M finding this stuff extremely difficult. And even though we keep telling her to slow down and explain things to us in ways we can understand, she WON'T!!! scream gonk .... *sigh* for one of the first times in my life, i'm seriously contemplating dropping a class and burning the book. sad and if that doesn't make me feel really bad and like I'm a cheater taking the easy way out sweatdrop aside from my troubles and rants with Math? My floppy just decided to go die on me. I checked it a little while ago, and there was plenty of room, but now apparently it's over-full. and my mum, my computer-tech of an uncle, AND my computer teacher couldn't think of any ways to retrieve the info from it. crying so now my updated resume, the 3/4 done outline of my reasons for applying for an application that I need to apply for said application, and a just over halfway done fic chapter are completely lost to me. *sighs again* this has been one hell of a week. and it's not even Wednesday morning yet. gonk on top of all that, I think Chibi's mad at me cause I haven't been on for practically the whole past two weeks, and am gonna have to bail for all of NEXT weekend too. My cousin, his sister, me and my sister are gonna be communing together at his place for a weekend long Aliens movie marathon. sweatdrop just what I need. going to bed after a couple scary movies only to wake up wondering if there are chest-bursters (creepy chest-eating aliens) wiggling their way towards me and waiting till I fall back asleep to start eating their way through my chest. *shudders* not something I need. ESPECIALLY not with my over-active imagination. But , it'll be fun, cause I won't be the only one getting nightmares, there'll be junk food, Josh and I will be duking it out on all his multiplayer computer games, and we'll go shopping for bits and pieces of our costumes for the up-coming (okay, so it's next August, we'll need lots of time to get the costumes together) anime convention in the city. It'll be great. ...... and hopefully she won't be that mad at me, cause at least Josh has MSN at his place, and I don't think he'll be too set against my hoping on for a little bit. *crosses fingers* wink well, I think that's it (and mum's telling me to get off and go to bed), so I'll say bye and log off. see ya! heart
Koosei · Wed Oct 26, 2005 @ 05:07am · 4 Comments |
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neutral hmmm, never really saw the point to keeping a journal, but I've been thinking about making one lately, so why not? From what I've seen people use 'em for anything from a daily account of what's going on to places for rants or blogs. soooo, I figure if nothing else I'll have a place to rant about things like eyeball-part-throwing classmates( stare ), that'll probably be one of my first rants anyways, to happy-rants about my getting into college, or whatever else I feel like talking about. Here's hoping I actually stick with this (which I plan to do, but no promises), instead of just making a couple posts and falling out of it. bye-byes!
Koosei · Tue Oct 18, 2005 @ 10:14pm · 1 Comments |
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