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done by request, this is a poem I wrote.. the direction I was trying to go was a "secret love affair." hope you enjoY!

Cold violent eyes become soft twilight orbs,
contorting our bodies with low vicious moans,
we melt into one another feasting on lust,
She sits at home weeping, devoid of all trust.

Shes been hurt many times, torn and abused,
But my soul feels no pain, its quite hard to explain,
And yet we bend and shake, an effigy of compassion,
Venturing home I conceive lies of poor fashion,

I walk through the door, and am met by her gaze,
Tears streaming down, her vision clouded by haze,
My eyes act as daggers, ripping away at her flesh,
She is completely destroyed, as easily severed as mesh.

Poem I wrote a while ago.. kind of interesting.. here it is xd !



Biting winds scathe my mind, a constant charge of inexistent peace. Waking up to a world without you as all happiness doth cease.

The nightmare will leave in
the coming of day,
Thus light brings the change
driving darkness away,
Yet with burning sensation
doth this pure light scorn,
Chasing away,
such things,
that hide
s p a c e d f a r a p a r t
so that time may bide.

Stop.
Time Freezes.

Winter comes and the wind screams out:

"As the nightmare consumed the flesh from her bones,
the time drew shorter with long drawn out moans,
after such disappointment he is far too late,
too late,
spiraling downward in the hellacious dream,
you can see she also realizes her doom,
he reaches out but is far too late,
drugged by his illusions
drowning in confusion,
decimated by disillusion"

BROKEN APART
TIME CANNOT MEND,
HOPE CANNOT SAVE,
THIS IS NOW THE END

A ******** UP CHANCE OR MAYBE
IT DIDN'T CROSS HIS MIND,

Now he is
caught.in.a.vortex.

cold, deaf, and blind

You fell into a nightmare,
but that was the past
Crawl into the daylight,
bright,
pure,
a new beginning has occurred.

Well, not sure what kind of journal this is going to end up being, but for now, lets start out with some random things.

I go back to school in about a week, and I'm ok with it, although its going to suck having to go from doing nothing to learning calculus and boring english... confused Its annoying, because I don't even know why I'm in that class when I don't even plan on using it for later on.. being a CPA isn't going to take calculus I don't think.. oh well.. I guess it will just be one of those things that just looks good.. Ugh, not much else to say right now, I am pretty tired from some late (but very fun) nights in the past few days, and I'm definitely looking forward to 2007, so far its off to a great start

Well, this is the end of my blog for now, I'll hopefully have some way better ones in the near future! xd