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all good things come to an end, I learned that the hard way...
It's a long story i don't care to tell but me and my ... I can't say it, broke up.
My life has been s**t eversince, I don't knopw why it turned out this way but it did... I tryed my hardest but it was all in vain.
My aunt and uncle are getting divorced.
I wrote a girl a note to ask her if she would like to hang out with me, after class i rounded the corner to see her on her knees laughing...
I don't understand why
It's like things are going the same after i got out of juvee, I feel lost
I wonder to myself as i go over her profile if shes trying to hurt me because it worked.
I don't know where it went wrong, well, it went wrong in a few places, but you don't need to know that.
I don't know why love never worked for me, it's s**t
as i type i feel like crying all the good things are either dead or dieing
I feel like i have half a heart, and when it hurts, it's twice as painful.

I grew up in a hard home, it teaches you a lot of things, but also, theres a lot that you miss out on.
love is a b***h man, a double edged sword, to see another person kiss the lips you once loved and hold the woman you gave youself to for the very first time, it's undescribable how hurt i was. I can't keep feeling bad for myself but it seems everything good i choose comes back to bite me in the a**.
thats love for you

~Hitayo