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How do you say it?

Say how you feel,
about a person....
One that sits alone all day,
and waits all night....
For my voice...
Any voice...
To pull her out of the darkness....
Put into the words of your true feelings?
I may say the thing that its about all the time to this person
and yet they'll never know...
That I love them...
but not <i>love</i>
But <b>love</b>
them?
I absolutely love them,
enough to want to...
get to know them...
for their true selves.
I don't want to leave her alone to wait in the darkness anymore!
But I CAN'T BE THERE!
Torture to me,
torture to her....
we can't go on living like this....
I feel time stop when she cries or
is on the vurge of tears!
I WANT TO WIPE THEM AWAY
BUT I CAN'T!
I CAN'T BE THERE!

How can you say you will be there forever?
Even when places...
miles...
ages....
grades....
abilities.....
everything seporates you?
I never want to be seporated from this one...
the only thing I love in this world more than the world's riches
and sugars...
pleasures....
I'm addicted!
Completely addicted!
And when I can't fufill her every wim,
my heart sinks....
It flat out falls...
And her tears fall
as she sits alone...
I wish I could set my palm on her shoulder
and tell her that everythings okay,
and she can come home....
with me...
forever without cares...
of this world...
BUT I CAN'T
And I'll cry alone without her.
And she'll cry alone without me..
And we'll be alone...
Till we can escape...

But how do you say these words to the person you love?
Especially when you do not know the outcome...?



I might be a straight line or a lovely circle, you deside. I don't give a crap about your oppinion.