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hey hun how was your day? and i dont think i responded when you said you fell asleep with my picture in you hand, yourr so cute babe ^_^

how was your day? anything interesting happen? mine was alright i pretty song songs the whole day and im gonna be going to cady's bd party at 8:00pm tonight, your time
~travis~

u gona be on tonight .. i got work...my day was horible crying

ohh hun why?? dont worry if things go badly *gives you a comforting hug*
hmm ill try to be on when i get home...im not sure what time probably no later then 10 should i be back home

i just had a major bread down for about 15 mins then i realized u get home from skool and ran here so i could make it here before u ^_^

omg hun what happend? tell me plz im worried
*huggs you tightly even more* i love you so much heart

i talked to drew last night and was like kk we need to go to the grocerie for food cause we so have none and u have the last of my money .. and hes like tommorow.. and im like fine.. but also could we see casy for the mony go to the mail office and to my work for amoney order before u have to give the car back and he lke ya ... i woke up multiple times today waiting for him... 330 alex came asking were drew was i wsa like ******** if i knwo scream then drew caled saying he already gave the car and was att work early.. so alex stayed long enough for a cig.. and left me once more to my own..and then i started to realize im trying harder and harder and its not making a difference at all .. and i broke down there on the floor and felt more sad than ever .. and right now im holding back tears cause im at the library.. i mean i prob not gona make it there .. wich means A i wont get to see u ..B ur mom wont get to see me wich means she wont ever let u see me ..C im trying so hard for u and my trying doesnt matter in the end.. iv failed u .. the gods .. and myself once again *gets down on his knees* im srry crying

*pulls you up and kisses some sense into you* matt you have never once failed me in the is this relationship, plans may not always work out, thats life, im a very relaistic person and i understand life sucks at times, but i STILL LOVE YOU and WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU,im serious hun, so you wont be able to make it here for spring break, we can talk can call each other then, and my mom sees myself dating you for over 5 months going to be like, okay i havent met him but i they've been together for awhile so she may let me come down there
but matt i love you so much no matter whats happens im going to love you, its unconditional babe
and maybe you think to think about how good of friends you have there, and how much they actually care for you?
i know you feel bad, and all i can do is comfort you and tell you please dont babe because your everything i got now, i care for you so muh so dont feel bad and just take it easy..member you never ever have failed me, not once
*kisses you again and holds you tight*