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For some odd reason, beyond control, I have sunk deeper into an odd depression. Medically yes, it can be caused by my medication, as well as natural breakdown of endorphins. But that's not the case. The thing is that lately, it's been wearing down on my health. Recently, I mean two days ago, I've been feeling a lot of pain in my throat.
As awkward as it may seem, it's not a cold. I do not have any of the immediate symptoms of any sort of cold. But, that's not all, its not throat pain as if you have a cold, it's like pins are lodged in your throat. Horrendous experience may I add. Yesterday I was in full body pain, and I don't mean just a little toothache, I mean your whole body is tensed and cramped. I have had something like this before, and if I remember correctly, that's how I lost some feeling. Who knows what will happen. I also noticed a few scrapes over my body, senseless on their placement, but still there. I'm not sure what' happening, but if I am creating a poltergeist I may have sufficient proof on religions existence. I don't know, but the main point is that I've settled lower into a depression. And, well, I don't know what will happen next.