Something's happening to me. I feel something what is weird and painfull. I'm not sure what it is, but maybe I'm lonely a bit. emo I usually don't analyzing myself, I don't write a journal or blog* to describe my feelings. But it might be helping me, this time. *(Anyway this journal doesn't matter, because I didn't write it regularly. In fact I'm neglectful of this journal. sweatdrop )
I'm single. I have no boyfriend for years. burning_eyes
I love films. I'm working at a cinema. I saw a large number of films.
Some of them make a deep impression on me. Twilight is one of them.
Actually I'm not a screeming fangirl type, but Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart ... heart
They were an amazing pair.
I saw some talkshows and interviews with Pattinson and Stewart. It seems to me he's embarrassed because of screeming fangirls. stressed The last month, they even didn't know him. Today, it's craziness. xd
Anyway It's understandable. He is really special guy. He looks like a kind, modest man with good sense of humor. He is beautiful for me and those teenage girls. smile
I like Kristen too. She seems a quiet, reserved girl like Bella. Maybe I'm wrong. rolleyes But I really like them after this film. smile
So, I usually feel good after a film like this. Romantic love story. wink And I did on that day. But after that a strange sad feeling settled on me. Like I said I think I'm lonely. I missing someone who look at me like Edward looked at Bella.
I missing a pair of hungry eyes what it makes me weak.
I'm waiting for some special. redface It's hard to find. neutral
Robert Pattinson! You are a talanted young actor and musician. I can hardly wait the Little Ashes. I'm very curious. smile Oh, and Don't change!
Anyway,your hair is great! xd
I don't think he will read this. xd
Ohh. This was a great job from me. The English is not my native language, so... biggrin
Hmm. I feel better. I couldn't write this on my language. I would feel ridiculous, later.
Maybe next time. wink xp
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