I logged on after 3 years of avoiding Gaia...and I don't even really know why.
I only ever had one or two friends on the site, I'm not a regular in the forums, I even stopped liking the manga. I guess I only came on because I had something I wanted to say. Really, it's just to affirm that I'm not dead.
I always used this journal so much...I was actually ridiculously proud of it. I wasn't even that literate, yet I was happy I wasn't one of many chat speakers. It also gave me a medium for sharing my writing which I never had prior to deviantART. I actually missed the journal more than my account, to be honest. There was literally only one friend that was still on in the end of my time, and even she became scarce...once I had found a medium for my writing and she disappeared for the last time...I decided it was time to move on.
I returned today to find she hadn't abandonned me and had become worried about me. But her last message was in 2006...three years ago. She had told me other things which worried me considering that she was asking to talk to me and I wasn't there for her...I hope she's still okay. Someone some months ago told me to come back because they were on, so I might be back later on, but I won't make promises.
Until then, you know where to find me.
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