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Yay, Young Writer's Retreat this weekend ^___^ I get to miss school!! AWSUM.
Maybe up in the mountains I'll actually have some sort of motivation to start drawing manga again...
Senior Registration Cards were passed out today. In the ABSOLUTE BEST CASE scenario, my schedule might look something like this:
AP Literature(hopefully my chances are pretty high, I got a B in AP composition)
AP Government (not so good of a chance)
AP Studio Art (If I don't do this one, I'll die.)
Multimedia Productions heart
Physics and/or Precalc
Gotta do hw and then work on Silveh's bday present ^__^;;
Eyeshield 21 is the best manga evar! surprised *anxiously awaiting the release of volume 18*
 Takako-sama · Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 02:06am · 1 Comments |
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Uhm.. well...
JD-kun is back... ^^; I'm so happy that I'm posting in my Gaia journal.
Wow. My life is weird XD;
I've been struggling to do well in my all-important junior year of high school. I still don't know what I'm going to do for college. I know that my Asian *cough* parents expect me to go to a university and all, but seriously. I just want to do whatever.
I want to go to art school, but first of all. I'm not rich enough. Second of all, I'm not good enough. And even if I do get in, then what?
Ugh.
I feel so emo right now. XD
I hate so many people right now I could explode, but I love so many people I want to cry.
Did I mention I'm really pathetic? XDD;;
I've been planning so many projects for a new manga, but they're not going anywhere currently. I'm trying hard so I can become somewhat like the artists I still worship.
I'm worried about Bri-Pie. I should be in bed right now.
Takako-sama · Mon Oct 24, 2005 @ 08:31am · 0 Comments |
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natsu no naka de, omoide ga aru |
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"in the midsummer, there are memories awaiting"
I will no longer be posting actively in Gaia, forever. I don't want to make a big deal out of it because I haven't been posting that much anyway, so it's not a big surprise. But I just wanted the people who I used to talk to to know that I am not coming back. I would still like to be contacted through AIM, email or my other sites by my friends, but I will no longer use Gaia as a means of communication.
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私は結局、何も出来なかったかもしれない。でも、実は。。後悔する事なんて心にはいないハズです。私に優しさをくれた方々は、一生忘れません。もうあの人たちと話す事がないんてすけど、今も大切に思っています。
In the end, I may not have been able to change anything. But the truth is, it could be that there are really no regrets left in me. I won't just forget the people here who were kind to me. Even if I don't talk with them anymore, even now those times are important to me.
しかし、やっぱりこのフォルームに何の「意味」がない。別に私の好みはアヴァターズとかゴードとかではない。
カイアはもう私のいるべき場所ではないだから、私がいるわけもない。
But I believe there is no point in this forum. My interests aren't really avatars or gold anymore. Gaia is no longer a place I like to be, so there's no reason for me to come back.
人生はとても不思議なものと見ています。こんな風で人間達のいろんな「関係」は生まれて、そして死ぬ。どんな悪いで汚れている人がいる、私は「良い人」の小さな集まりと出合った事は感謝してる。
I see life as a mysterious thing. Just like that the connections between people are born and die. No matter how many sick people there are, I'm glad I was able to meet a small group of the "good" ones.
(for those of you who might ask, my items are going to my sister)
Takako-sama · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 10:23pm · 2 Comments |
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(for those of you who might ask, my items are going to my sister)
Takako-sama · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 10:21pm · 0 Comments |
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natsu no naka de, omoi de ga aru |
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"in the midsummer, there are memories awaiting"
I will no longer be posting actively in Gaia, forever. I don't want to make a big deal out of it because I haven't been posting that much anyway, so it's not a big surprise. But I just wanted the people who I used to talk to to know that I am not coming back. I would still like to be contacted through AIM, email or my other sites by my friends, but I will no longer use Gaia as a means of communication.
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私は結局、何も出来なかったかもしれない。でも、実は。。後悔する事なんて心にはいないハズです。私に優しさをくれた方々は、一生忘れません。もうあの人たちと話す事がないんてすけど、今も大切に思っています。
In the end, I may not have been able to change anything. But the truth is, it could be that there are really no regrets left in me. I won't just forget the people here who were kind to me. Even if I don't talk with them anymore, even now those times are important to me.
しかし、やっぱりこのフォルームに何の「意味」がない。別に私の好みはアヴァターズとかゴードとかではない。
カイアはもう私のいるべき場所ではないだから、私がいるわけもない。
But I believe there is no point in this forum. My interests aren't really avatars or gold anymore. Gaia is no longer a place I like to be, so there's no reason for me to come back.
人生はとても不思議なものと見ています。こんな風で人間達のいろんな「関係」は生まれて、そして死ぬ。どんな悪いで汚れている人がいる、私は「良い人」の小さな集まりと出合った事は感謝してる。
I see life as a mysterious thing. Just like that the connections between people are born and die. No matter how many sick people there are, I'm glad I was able to meet a small group of the "good" ones.
Takako-sama · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 09:42pm · 0 Comments |
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Bloody... ughh... WORSE MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND EVER.
I had to spend the whole stinkin' thing at my grandma's house with NOTHING TO DO. And now that I'm home I still can't do much... I hate this. I wanna go out...
I wanna make my manga SO BAD... but I can't for some reason! I have so many ideas I could explode! But... I can't bring myself to do it. I don't know why. It's like I just can't find it within myself to draw anymore.
SOMEONE. HELP. ME.
DL with Lyz, Alicia and them was fun... but it already seems like a long time ago and plus it was SO CROWDED! Stupid tourists.
Takako-sama · Tue May 31, 2005 @ 04:19am · 2 Comments |
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Today is officially the day of NOTHING GOES RIGHT!!
First of all, Hana-neechan (Lyz' nee-chan) told Jen-chan that Lyz wasn't home and then Lyz and I were freakin' oot because we wanted to go to DL and stuff now that I have a pass. Then Lyz called and said we can't go anyway because Hana-neechan had to go somewhere? @_@; I didn't really understand, but anyway we're going to DL tomorrow I suppose. I want Anna to come but I have no money to buy her a ticket!
[I guess that means I'm not going to the party with Dad and Andrea. My stepbrother(more like uncle, hur hur)'s 26th surprise birthday party. I just wanted to have a drink and stuff. But DL is way better... The only reason I needed to go really is because I need my ******** new CELLPHONE! I've been without one for so long! Damn purse getting stolen.]
THEN I went online.
ASDF;KJJSDFLK!! I swear I'm going to QUIT TRYING TO BE A GOOD MANGAKA!! *angstangstangst* I went and looked at art on DA and Gaia today and I wanted to kill myself!
I don't care what ANYONE says, my art is horrible and I hate it and I feel like throwing my monitor out the window right now.
I also hate trying to make a skin for the Invision Forum. The background image I made sucks and I hate it! I give up! No matter how hard I try the RP is so stupid ever since Symon and Trevor left. I just want to quit and then roll up into a ball and die.
No seriously, I quit! I'm tired of doing anything, I'm tired of the drama. Because when drama happens I just make it like a million times worse for myself by angst-ing over it. I'm just going to lie around and do nothing for the rest of my life. So there.
Takako-sama · Sun May 15, 2005 @ 04:03am · 2 Comments |
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Personality defect quiz from Yosh. |
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Personality Defect Test Result:
<center><B>b***h-Slap</B>
You are 42% Rational, 42% Extroverted, 100% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant. </center>
You are the b***h-Slap, the hallmark response of any abusive husband! You are more intuitive than others, focusing more on feelings than rational explanations, and you are also probably very brutual because you care more about yourself than the well-being of others. As most of us know, brutality combined with emotion often leads to b***h-SLAPPING, which is why you are called "The b***h Slap". (This does not mean you are emotional, only that you are more affected by emotions than rationality when making decisions.) Another trait you possess is that you are very humble, which could mean you are insecure because very few people are brutal AND humble. Not only that, but you are also rather introverted, and any tendencies towards brutality you possess may also result from the fact that you bottle up your emotions and don't show them to others until you explode in rage. Most likely, however, you are not a VIOLENT person, just someone who is rather selfish. At any rate, being a b***h-slap does not necessarily mean you will abuse your spouse; it only means you are rather intuitive, uncaring toward others, brutal, introverted, and possibly insecure.
To put it less negatively:
<I>1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.
2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.
3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.
&4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.</I>
<B>Compatibility:</B>
Your exact opposite is the Braggart.
Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Schoolyard Bully, the Class Clown, and the Brute.
<i>If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.</I>
Takako-sama · Sun May 08, 2005 @ 04:56am · 2 Comments |
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ihateihateihate SELF RIGHTEOUS ********. |
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Okay, for some reason today a lot of people were being extremely rude and preachy to me. I <i><b>HATE</i></b> that. First of all, this stupid snob in my 3rd period totally BUTTED INTO MY CONVERSATION where I was asking to see this guy's math homework. She said that if I "don't want an education then don't deserve to be at this school." And then she tried to mouth off at me, which is not tolerated by me at any time and by anyone.
What. The. ********.
First of all, it's none of her ******** business if I want an education or not. Second of all, my school is a <b>PUBLIC HIGH SCHOOL</b> and it is REQUIRED BY LAW to attend. So even if I DIDN'T care I'd still have to go. Thirdly, I MORE than deserve to be there. I really deserve BETTER because I attended <i>Oxford Academy</i> at one time which is a way better school than Cypress will ever be, but I decided to come to Cypress instead because Oxford has no art classes whatsoever. And did SHE ever get into Oxford?
I don't. ********. Think. So.
Therefore I don't know what the ******** gives her the right to talk down to me like that, or to tell me that I don't deserve to be at a public high school. I told her she'd better not try and mouth off at me ever again. She gave up then.
I'm going to ask Coach Eyman (3rd period teacher) if I can just kick her a** tomorrow.. I don't know why he'd say no because he's not that kind of teacher. -_-" But anyway, she'll regret she ever talked like she knew s**t about me and my ******** school history.
And then that asshat in my 4TH period butts into my conversation with my friend, and THEN this other girl next to us tells us to SHUT UP when we weren't even disturbing anyone. I told them both to mind their own ******** business and not tell me what to do. The guy thought he could intimidate by saying he could "make us cry."
I really would have liked to see him try, seeing as the friend I was talking to is a <b>black belt</b> at Taekwondo. And he's this really lame ugly disgusting guy. ^_^
Anyway, the people at my school really need to get shot and die. Actually, I wouldn't care if any of those douchebags got their legs crushed by an oncoming train. Or worse. biggrin
Takako-sama · Tue May 03, 2005 @ 11:43pm · 1 Comments |
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