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Running Away from my past is that All I ever do. Looking to the future Is Impossible for me. I must Start Getting stronger now. No more Anyone. Ayuumi Once said I was Crazy. I wonder if she truly believes that. Sephiroth Truly must hate me now. Why can't Anything ever go right?! Is it this hard to Keep trying to live on.

I should've died years ago. My pure existence only causes others trouble. The fight with Senten was over. He Didn't even glance in her direction anymore. Every time she talked he ignored her. This morning She held back her tears as she made him sign the Divorce papers. He didnt deserve a miserable life like this Just because of her.

Soon She would leave. Ayuumi Would stay with Sephiroth and Elizabeth agreed to help Raise her in Fumika's place. She wished they never met. That they never even knew of each others existence. She sat in an empty room looking at those papers. She had many tears from which she held back from this morning. She smiled a cold twisted smile. This was better for him. He would finally be happy. She was happy he Finally broke away from all this trouble. No more carrying anyone's burden, Seeing the one you thought you loved sad..All of it. In the end it dosent even matter anymore...That following afternoon she left in all her misery.

Kissing Ayuumi on the forehead for one last time and she Said Goodbye to everyone except sephiroth. "I hope you have a great life S-Sephiroth San." she said with a forced smile and then disappeared in thin air leaving them there silently.