It's been years since my last journal post. Things have changed, worlds have altered. I've got myself a job. Summers are a hassle, giving me much over time, though i'm not complaining about the money. I've loved and lost and loved and lost and loved and lost and tried to love once more but lost once again. Quite the strange list there ain't it? Anyway, yea, life's all ups and downs, everything having an equal price. I wish I could find that special gal for me. But I seem to either find them in those whom are never close enough to truly be with me (or vice versa) or I just don't find them. I'm a strange person, anti-social in nature. I get nervous talking to gals I like, mostly because I wonder how much they might like me and its hard to say. I'd like it a bit more if a gal who likes me and wants a relationship beyond friendship would come out and admit it first, cause last time I did so I wound up rather broken hearted.
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