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I am officially nineteen years old. I will be starting my final semester of my first year in college next week. And I want to have a child with Conner. Not only do I want a child with him, but I also want to marry him. We are engaged to be married, but that is not for awhile. When I mean awhile, I mean we aren't getting married until I graduate my senior year of college. But I want to marry him now, and I want to start a family with him now. I know it's a drastic step and probably a stupid one at that. But it's what I want. I know I probably won't tell him and force myself to forget about the notion. But I had to speak about it somehow. I had to get it out of my system so I don't call him right this second and tell him. Hopefully, my dream will come true but I guess it will have to be on it's own time.