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well first my best friend just told me that shes moving very far away..shes the only one i can talk to about my feelings now i wont be able to do that. if you wanna know the whole story here goes i guess. My friend,Marlene lived near me and went to the same school.She was my first Asian friend at school.Then she moved around 4th grade and then in middle school she came back and everything felt at peace...until she told me that she was moving far away..i cant stand not being able to talk to her..shes the one who i could talk to and i trusted her..whenever we fought we would always make up either the next day or sooner..we would always hang out with nobody but ourselves. when one of us were absent it felt like we had bad luck.we do have other friends we just choose not to hang out with them.shes the one who cleaned my soul if she hadn't come back then i would probably be cussing people out and all that stuff. i always enjoy myself when I'm around her. even though we haven't "hung out" as much we are still as close as people who do "hang out" will ever be she might not feel the same way i do but i kinda have a feeling she does. and we are not lesbos or bi or anything just to get that out of your head. we are just best friends who dont want to be separated is all.