its really hard to sit.. and have someone who used to be your bestfriend sit and tell you, that you are not important anymoree thats hard to swallow down. I miss that old friendship I used to have. In honesty, I miss a lot of my old friendshis that I used to have. Things are so much diffrent now. I miss my old relationships and I miss who I used to be, althou I do feel ike I'm soon going to be back to who I am. I feel vry put together and getting happier all the time. I just.. I never had to be happy without chris and now that I never spend anything with him happyness doesn't come easy. I'm working outall the time which is giving me a great endorphines. I think if I could get ungrounded for Halloween than id behavel to enjoy that and it would be conferting. Or very enjoying and shell shocking for me. I still feel alone but I'm doing well coming back to my friends and inner circle. I miss so many things but that's part of life I belive.. to change and just keep going forward... but.. I just.. I'm so tired of it all.. life is exhuastiingg andd I'm lazy
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