Let's see how to start.....
Well when i enter middle school,it was actually...weird.I hide who i truly was,it was already normal since i never had a special friend nor my mother to talk to,i was always the quiet one at my family and around people.It was the first day i ment this girl...she was a trouble maker the girl i wanted to be,then i ment this other girl.She was shy like me but smarter.Months passes by i kept on watching the two diffrent girls (Lol no homo).I realize that the bad girl ended with bad things,for example bad grades,not true friend,guys been pervert around her and other girls hating her.The shy one ended with good grades,honest friends and no perverts around her.Even thought i kept waching them those two became my friends.It was shocking for me how can a bad girl and a shy girl be friends with a girl that doesn't know nor accept herself,fights with her mom every single day,crys because of her life and suffers deeply because she felt dumb.I thought that if i wanted to be popular i had to be dumb,so i decided to not do my homework nor study.Almost took summer school.
Next year:
Woah.No one bothering us because we are not new anymore,actually it was like we didn't even exit in this world.Hmn...new year shouldn't i change? I thought.I did changed...but to the wrong thing.I began wearing dark make up been rude,mean,stupid to people.Didn't even bother to read my notebooks.No one bother me,the only true friend i had was the shy girl.A new girl enter the girl,a open,free,happy,beautiful,popular girl.She became friends with the shy girl and me.Every single day i asked ''Why would a girl like her hang out with a person like me....?''I also asked her that and she answer ''You two are my best friends silly''....when she said that.....i didn't force a smile out,it came out and tears.Months passes im about to fail this class....the most easy one.I was shocked,but i passed.
I was a very close person i never express my self because i knew i was diffrent from people...i ment this girl..she was from the popular crew...
Our Last year:
I was at summer thinking again....''this is not me...''Boom.I decided to change again.New year,New people and my last year.People got shock by seen to what i changed.A open,free,happy,smart,girly,weird,careful,thoughtful,cute girl because i finally accept my self,i finally knew who i was.Woah.I never thought a lot of people liked samethings i loved nor that smart...But what happend to my bad girl friend?She was transfer to another school....but the shy,open and the popular one...were always by my side.True friends.Im finally into study been smart like my other friends living my dreams of becoming a nurse and save lifes.I had excellent grades,my shy friend and popular one said ''If your going to study as a nurse you should enter the high school we want to enter,they give a nursing class but you have to keep your grades up they only accept 15 people''...I kept my grades up....Finally the day for the interview to see if i can enter that fancy and smart school....i enter the class they were giving the interview....WOAH alot of boys and girls almost 4points .....i was about to give up...but then i said ''No i won't give up,i will enter this school''With a big smile.I waited for my turn...i sat down on the chair,they began the interview...
Damn i was happy..
She saw my 7th grade score....her smile fade away....she slowly stop the interview...and said ''Honestly we won't accept you,we have interview people with a higher score and yours is the lowest.Sweety at this nursing class we accept people with 4points or close to it.''She asked me what i was going to study at colledge and i said Nursing.....she reply ''Oh so your still going to study that?Okay then next year at the school that accept you study hard and maybe you'll be accepted at a colledge,not to be mean but you see all this people they also wish to study nursing this is like colledge we are looking for high score students because we know they can be something''.
When she said all that to me she stop the interview...my eyes were filled with tears,i was about to cry infront of everyone at that place....when i walked out of that class,i saw my shy friend and i burst into tears on her shoulders.It was horrible i felt ones again stupid,dumb and worthless.That lady made me give up my dreams of becoming a nurse....
My shy friend said to me ''Grace stop crying!She's just an a*****e''It was the first time i heard my shy friend say that.I began to laugh.My shy friend said ''Come on im taking you to your second option,the teacher is awesome she will pass you''I didn't wanted to go,but i lising to my friend and whent.....the class room was empty when i thought it would of been full like the nursing one.The nice teacher said ''Sign your name on this paper and sit down''With a smile.At first i was like ''Oh great! another fake smile like the other lady im screw! crying two times in one day...''...
The teacher asked me few questions...i was shocked...i passed the test.When i saw a perfect score on that paper.....All the sadness and tears run away and a huge smile came into me and she said smiling ''If they don't accept you on your first option we will probably accept you here''..Woah when she said that,i just wanted to hug her and thank her even thought i answer one question wrong! o u o''
Woah:
Only a few months to go to high school...and one month to see if i got accepted to that smart school....
Can't Wait (:
That shy friend....Is Nicky012
Thank you for everything,for been a true friend and not laughing when i burst into tears and accepting me.
April 4,2011.
They did not accepted me,it was full both course i pick.
But don't worry i got accepted at another high school,a math course (: oh my better go study...
Well when i enter middle school,it was actually...weird.I hide who i truly was,it was already normal since i never had a special friend nor my mother to talk to,i was always the quiet one at my family and around people.It was the first day i ment this girl...she was a trouble maker the girl i wanted to be,then i ment this other girl.She was shy like me but smarter.Months passes by i kept on watching the two diffrent girls (Lol no homo).I realize that the bad girl ended with bad things,for example bad grades,not true friend,guys been pervert around her and other girls hating her.The shy one ended with good grades,honest friends and no perverts around her.Even thought i kept waching them those two became my friends.It was shocking for me how can a bad girl and a shy girl be friends with a girl that doesn't know nor accept herself,fights with her mom every single day,crys because of her life and suffers deeply because she felt dumb.I thought that if i wanted to be popular i had to be dumb,so i decided to not do my homework nor study.Almost took summer school.
Next year:
Woah.No one bothering us because we are not new anymore,actually it was like we didn't even exit in this world.Hmn...new year shouldn't i change? I thought.I did changed...but to the wrong thing.I began wearing dark make up been rude,mean,stupid to people.Didn't even bother to read my notebooks.No one bother me,the only true friend i had was the shy girl.A new girl enter the girl,a open,free,happy,beautiful,popular girl.She became friends with the shy girl and me.Every single day i asked ''Why would a girl like her hang out with a person like me....?''I also asked her that and she answer ''You two are my best friends silly''....when she said that.....i didn't force a smile out,it came out and tears.Months passes im about to fail this class....the most easy one.I was shocked,but i passed.
I was a very close person i never express my self because i knew i was diffrent from people...i ment this girl..she was from the popular crew...
Our Last year:
I was at summer thinking again....''this is not me...''Boom.I decided to change again.New year,New people and my last year.People got shock by seen to what i changed.A open,free,happy,smart,girly,weird,careful,thoughtful,cute girl because i finally accept my self,i finally knew who i was.Woah.I never thought a lot of people liked samethings i loved nor that smart...But what happend to my bad girl friend?She was transfer to another school....but the shy,open and the popular one...were always by my side.True friends.Im finally into study been smart like my other friends living my dreams of becoming a nurse and save lifes.I had excellent grades,my shy friend and popular one said ''If your going to study as a nurse you should enter the high school we want to enter,they give a nursing class but you have to keep your grades up they only accept 15 people''...I kept my grades up....Finally the day for the interview to see if i can enter that fancy and smart school....i enter the class they were giving the interview....WOAH alot of boys and girls almost 4points .....i was about to give up...but then i said ''No i won't give up,i will enter this school''With a big smile.I waited for my turn...i sat down on the chair,they began the interview...
Damn i was happy..
She saw my 7th grade score....her smile fade away....she slowly stop the interview...and said ''Honestly we won't accept you,we have interview people with a higher score and yours is the lowest.Sweety at this nursing class we accept people with 4points or close to it.''She asked me what i was going to study at colledge and i said Nursing.....she reply ''Oh so your still going to study that?Okay then next year at the school that accept you study hard and maybe you'll be accepted at a colledge,not to be mean but you see all this people they also wish to study nursing this is like colledge we are looking for high score students because we know they can be something''.
When she said all that to me she stop the interview...my eyes were filled with tears,i was about to cry infront of everyone at that place....when i walked out of that class,i saw my shy friend and i burst into tears on her shoulders.It was horrible i felt ones again stupid,dumb and worthless.That lady made me give up my dreams of becoming a nurse....
My shy friend said to me ''Grace stop crying!She's just an a*****e''It was the first time i heard my shy friend say that.I began to laugh.My shy friend said ''Come on im taking you to your second option,the teacher is awesome she will pass you''I didn't wanted to go,but i lising to my friend and whent.....the class room was empty when i thought it would of been full like the nursing one.The nice teacher said ''Sign your name on this paper and sit down''With a smile.At first i was like ''Oh great! another fake smile like the other lady im screw! crying two times in one day...''...
The teacher asked me few questions...i was shocked...i passed the test.When i saw a perfect score on that paper.....All the sadness and tears run away and a huge smile came into me and she said smiling ''If they don't accept you on your first option we will probably accept you here''..Woah when she said that,i just wanted to hug her and thank her even thought i answer one question wrong! o u o''
Woah:
Only a few months to go to high school...and one month to see if i got accepted to that smart school....
Can't Wait (:
That shy friend....Is Nicky012
Thank you for everything,for been a true friend and not laughing when i burst into tears and accepting me.
April 4,2011.
They did not accepted me,it was full both course i pick.
But don't worry i got accepted at another high school,a math course (: oh my better go study...
