My life Now(:
Well now to say the least, my happiness level has gone way up.! Last year i did vaguely attempt cutting myself kinda over tyler. but now, this year i have fallen completely head over heels for a guy i never thought as boyfriend material, hes been my best friend for three years, but now hes my lover(: Cole(: that boy knows how to treat a girl, but he asked me if i wanted to have dinner with him && his family, and i want to but i dont know cuz i kinda dont cuz im worried and nervous and scared that i wont do something right, its just a train wreck(: haha but its true. i mean i kinda feel like i give off the vibes that i dont want to hang out with him, which i do, but i just dont know how close i want to get to his family yet, my family loves him, but he's outgoing and everything that i'm not. so im scared his family wont like me, i know his 4 year old sister is, she called me and told me she hated me && i cried over it for 2 hours, and he still doesnt know because i would tell him.
aaaaand i got a new horse this year. his name is canvas because he is a paint horse. he was supposed to be a joint buy between me and my cousin but she backed out so he's all mine now(: he might be in his first show this weekend as well which i am so excited for, if we can get a trailer... and other new pets, i just got a little shopping cart clearance puppy(: her name is gracie belle and she is a black lab(: great puppy, really annoying though(: ahha(:
well thats it(: byee(:
-Tara Marie(:
 YourBabiiXX · Tue Nov 30, 2010 @ 03:54am · 0 Comments |
