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.:: LIVING, LOVING, LIFE ::. LIVING: ~ I am LIVING in an unusual LIFE. I have friends, they can treat me like s**t at times and others like if i was actually a friend. LOVING: ~ I'm in a wonderful relationship. Full of LOVE <3 LIFE: ~Surviving it hard as I can.


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.::W+E+L+C+O+M+E::.

Have you ever wondered how you live? How things work? There is right or wrong answer to these questions.

:+P+O+E+T+R+Y+:
♥♥♥
My soul is me
my true enemy
♥♥♥
All of these fears
surround me,
All of these tears
just need to be free
♥♥♥
Coldness freezes my crys
but
heat warms my heart
♥♥♥
Love has heart beats,
Love is that someone seeks
♥♥♥
As a waited, on a cold wet rock at sea
I wondered if you going to find me.
♥♥♥

:LOVE:
Take me as I am I said, just take it. He looked at me,strange but true that he understood. He grabbed me like a clam, I couldn't breath. He kissed me, I felt dead but so alive. Love kept me alive, breathing, and my heart is still beating.
His name tattooed on my heart, he is always near me, never gone far.

:BECAUSE I LOVE YOU:~Amanda P.

As me and my true love walking through the forest, dark and damp, holding his hand genitally, softly, we walked beyond a hard thorn bush and dragging tree branches, we came beyond the darkness and into the light. I closed my eyes from the sudden shine. Slowly, looking at the open area, speechless, gasping for air.

While I was standing there, in shock, looking at the scenery. The place was full of light, life, and love. The grass was a natural green meadow with a small crystal blue pond. I heard neighing, gallops. I heard horses, no more then sixteen hands, different kinds and color.

As I notice that there was a rose garden, full of different colors, I seen a Weeping Willow next to the pond, a giant Japanese Cherry Tree in the middle of the pack of roses, I felt strange but happy to be here. Suddenly, a Monarch Butterfly landed on the tip of my nose," Huh?" I looked, smiled, and then giggled. It slowly flying away and floating in the air like a feather getting teased in the wind. I feel like this was a dream.

The wind was blowing so softly, so genitally that I felt that I was an angel in heaven. I looked up in the sky, watching clouds drifting by, seeing them as many shapes and sizes as they slowly changing into a different form. It felt like I was here before, just can't recognize the name, but things change to see where I am. Just wait and see.

The day is slowly changing. My lover took me to a new place, a beach. The sound was so soft that if I was walking on air. I took my shoes off, placing them on a clean, bronzed boulder, and then I slowly walked to the water. He hold my hand and fallowed me. He hold hand and stepped into the water. I stared at him for a few seconds; I looked down to the water. I felt scared, but the look on his face, his eyes, his smile, encourage me to come right in. I took one step in, thinking that it would be freezing, but, I widen my eyes. The water was warm. The water was cal. I closed my eyes and smiled.

We slowly left the water. I sat on the silky sand. I watch the sunset. I seen he wasn't sitting or near me. He was watching me under a small palm tree. I took out my ponytail out and I let it float free in the wind. I smiled, thinking of what's next. I do not want to spoil it by asking him, I will hold his hand and he will take me there.

The sky was black, dark, and full of stars. He came up to me; he picked me up, held me in his arms. His hands were warm, light; he was like a fairy tale, my knight in shinning armor. I lay my head on his shoulder, gazing at his eyes while the stars shine into them. He slowly took me back to the place before. I feel so alive and free here. No hate, no coldness.

We came to the cherry tree. There was food on a Chinese silk cloth. I smiled and smelled the delights of the sweet and sour chicken. He put me down on the ground; he fed me like a mother. I felt so special here. I felt like a queen.

Fireflies float above the pond, not a sound in sight. It got quiet. The wind slowly blowing the weeping willows leave, sounded like a woman voice, singing. He took my hand and placed it on his chest; he put his hand on my hip. Slowly, we were dancing. I looked into his eyes, amazed how beautiful they were. I keep on telling myself that it was a dream, I wanted to pinched myself, and I couldn't do it. It was so wonderful, so perfect to do so.

We slowly danced around. I couldn't notice the full moon. I just couldn't take my eyes off of him. He let go of me, I looked at him scared that he will leave me, forgetting me here, alone in this wonderful, magnificent place. He keeled next to the rose garden, searching for something. I looked at him his hand behind his back. I was anxious to find out what it was. A gift? A ring? So soon. His hand appears with a pure white rose that shined with a dab of black at the ends. My eyes widen full of amazement. I sigh with happiness. I grabbed it slowly, I kissed it softly. More I felt coming this way.

I hold his hand, holding the rose in the other. I took him under the weeping willow. He sat down, opening his arms, I sat next to him, and he hugged me. I stared at him, and looked, he kisses my cheek. I giggled and said," How did you know?” He responded to a sweet voice that you will not hear in a million of years," Because I love you.” Tears began to form into my eyes, full of love, joy and happiness. I wrapped my arms around him; he put his hands on my hips. We slowly reaching for each other, all the tense inside to fill me up. I couldn't pull my head away. Our noses touch. I knew it, it was finally happening. Our lips locked on, my tears fall down my cheeks, all the stress released out. I am free, full of love to the max. My first kiss. I will never forget, never.

We lay down, my head on his chest, we were holding hands, I closed my eyes, and he was slowly stroking my head. He had fallen asleep. I looked at him; I kissed him on the cheek and said," Thank you." As we fallen asleep, I though to myself that it wasn't a dream, it was a dream come true.

.: Made By Me:.




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