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Kono omoi wo keshiteshmau niwa
Mada jinsei nagai desho
yarinokoshiteru koto
yarinaoshite mitai kara
yume no tsuzuki oikaketeita hazu nanoni
magarikunetta hosoi michi ni tsumazuku
ano koro mitainitte modoritai wake ja ni no
nakushitekita sora wo sagashiteru
wakatte kuremasu youni
gisei ni natta youna kanahii kao wa yameteyo
tsumi no saigo wa namida ja nai yo
zutto kurushiku seottekunda
deguchi mienai kanjoumeiro ni
dare wo matteruno
shiroi nooto ni tsuzutta youni
motto sunao hakidashitai yo
nani kara nogaretainda
genjitsu tte yatsu
kanaeru tame ni ikiterundatte
sakebitaku naru yo kioeteimasuka
bunan ni nante yatterarenaikara
kaeru basho mo nai no
yasahisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
dakara tsuyoku naritai (I'm on my way)
natsukashiku naru
konna itami mo kangei jan

I've still got a lot of years ahead of me
to just erase these feelings?
I want to go back and finish
the things that I've yet to finish
I was supposed to be chasing after my ongoing dream
yet i faltered over others while walking this thin, winding path
It's not that I want to return to those days
I'm searching for the sky i lost
Don't make that sad face, as if you've fallen victim
As if you want people to pity you
Tears aren't the end of your sins.
you have to bear then painfully, forever.
who are you waiting for in the maze of emotions,
where you can't even see the exit?
I want to blurt it out more justly,
like how i wrote it in my white notebook.
what do you want to run from?
that thing called "reality"?
I just want to scream out,
"I'm only living to fulfill my wish." can you hear me?
I can't take the safe way out of everything.
I don't even have a place to return to.
I'm always thankful for everyone's kindness,
That's why I want to become stronger. (I'm on my way)
This is reminding me of the old days
this pain is alright with me.