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I need advice so bad, but I don't want to ask my family and I already know what one of my friends would say....

blaugh In a previous entry I said that this would be a regular acorence to help improve my writing. So far I've only managed one other attempt at writing for other people. A sad attempt... (And so u know I'm keeping my own journal as well, so this is a lot of writing.)

Now that the side note is out of the way, my big problem. I'm a confused girl who.... Ug, it's guy trouble of course. Reaper says I should stop talking to him all together. (Yes that's a wierd name, but I can't put up his real one ^^.) But he holds this power over me, that no one has ever had over me before.

For public knowledge, I am not a people person. I would happily spend my time alone as with people. It's just, at certian pionts in time I get board, so being around people allows me to pass the time. To spend time with the same person for such a long period time and be able to still comunicate with them about all manner of subjects, is vertually impossible for me. Believe me when I say that my friends see and hear from me less then this guy has, and I've known him for less time. And I have this irresistible desire to spend all my time with him, which is compleatly messed up.

Despite this I also think that it is a doomed relationship, and I told him we should be friends, nothing more. Reaper wants me to stop talking to him so I don't go 'back to his side' as he puts it. But I can't help but listen and talk to him..... Is this good or bad? Am I being irrational?

Well I don't expect any help or resposes in this matter.