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how can i survive in this world what is there for me
im all alone everyone hates me should i stay should i go
should i kill myself now or wait till im homeless in a few days
what can i do where can i go why wont anyone listen
why dont anyone want to help me
what have i become
am i really such a monster that noone wants me here
wants me around them
what is this monster i have become
who is that i see in the mirror
it doesnt look like me
someone please
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!