I sit and dream of what it is to see all the colors of the world from land through sea to land yet again only to see a new world a new culture, society. What would it be like to go somewhere beyond my dreams to a world never discovered to go beyond the beliefs and discover magic, dragons and elf's maybe even fairies. Yet my dreams are not even to that extent. I just dream of visiting a world already known to billions of others, only known to me by media and books adding fuel to my aspirations. To see a life that I hardly could ever imagine go to a country I never thought possible learn all the history of the world not just the history of America. See through others eyes and traditions how it haunts me every day. I ask my self will I become the traveler I aspire to be or will I always dwell hidden in fear of the world and all the evil that exist knowing that beauty is so much more powerful. What just what holds me back from experiencing my hearts true desire? Is it the paralyzing fear that chains me with it's powerful binds or is it money and the economy that hold me back from my dreams. Or maybe it is the choices I have made and continue to make that hold me back from my hearts true desire. Yes I admit maybe I have part in this but how does one overcome there own experience of poverty to become the courageous, wealthy traveler that it takes to see what I dream to see anyway. I am at a loss on what I want to do to accomplish these dreams how do I become what I dream without conforming to the mind droning ways of society and even as I try to conform so maybe someday I can accomplish these dreams I am only rejected because ,as do many millions of others, do not stand above the rest how does one overcome ways that are so well set.
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