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	My Boring Life Noone will probably read this lol.
	My Boring Life Noone will probably read this lol.

So I was talking with this girl for about 3 weeks trying to win her over and I was very in love with her. I stayed away from her for about 2 weeks to see if I was really in love with her instead of just infatuated.(I also wanted to come up with some money to take her on a date) It was a test for myself so I didn't tell her why. I texted her with my mom's phone to see if I could come over to her house and she said she was busy with things(later I found out that it was b cuz she just got back from kansas) My mom read the message that said "my mom doesn't want anyone to come over" and she told me I was being blown off. She started making fun of me and saying I was going after jail bait and s**t like that.Immediately I got pissed off and told her that if she ever read my personal stuff again, that I would grab the steering wheel and drive us into a pole.(we were in the car) She got all pissed and called the cops. I told the cops that I didn't know what she was talking about, so I got in no trouble for this. later on I was on myspace, and I saw that julia had gotten a boyfriend, and I was really confused. I didn't know what was right or who I should be mad at. crying I messaged her and asked her who this "trey muter" was, and told her that if she didn't like me that she should just tell me so I could move on with my life. This hurt her though. stressed I found out that she thought I left her and that I didn't like her. She met this new guy since I wasn't around. This made me almost better, since I now know that it's my mom I should still be pissed at. BUT! Now I'm still in love with her while she's with some other guy. She likes this other guy and she really likes me, but I don't think it would be right of me to ask her to break up with the other guy just for me. I'm between a rock and a hard place. Right now, for some reason, she doesn't have her phone, and she hasn't been on myspace, so I can't even talk to her, and I don't know what she's thinking. I would go to her house which is only a few blocks from mine, but I don't know how she's taking all this, and I'm afraid, she might be mad at me or something. I want to see her sooo badly, but I don't know what to do. Also, I don't have anyone I can share this with that won't just laugh at me or blow me off. What should I do?

God_of_Skills · Thu May 28, 2009 @ 02:01am · 1 Comments


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