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What is writing all about!? To express yourself? To get out pent-up emotions? To show affection? For me writing was all about passion! Because when someone loves, they love hard. For most of my life i was silent, but i won't let myself be silent anymore.

All of us have been insecure for one point in our life. We feel like we're not good enough, and we beat ourselves up from the moment we enter this world.

And what makes it all bearable?

Love.

And if you're lucky enough to find it, you hold on to it. You love not only with your heart, but with your soul and with your mind.

And the moment you find real love, you know it's true and you feel that it's real.

But say you find it, and it's not everything you hoped it would be.

You love them but their feelings fade. For "I love you" is only a sentence, and showing that you mean it is sometimes more.

You feel it when they lie, you try to tell them it hurts. But the more you try, the more they lie.

They tell you they made a mistake, but they'll always love you forever. You still hurt but you know you can't live without them.

When you give them a second chance, they time and time again destroy the meaning of the word trust, but no matter what you do, you can't stop loving them.

They finally take it too far, to where you know time can't turn this mistake back again.

How do i tell someone i love them, if they won't let me in again?

I've given them everything, and i have no more to give. And now that their popular, they don't need me anymore.

They cheat and cheat again, and tell me that they'll change, but i can't take my heart back now that it's just broken pieces that belong to them.







-i know this is stupid, but i really need advice. My life is falling apart and i've lost everything i've cared for. Do i keep on fighting, or finally just give up?