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******** boys and no I don't mean every boy for future reference. I'm sure they mean well, but some of them got a funny way of showing it. human beings have a funny way of showing any emotion. I am hurt, confused, he must've really meant it. or it's just a clever trick to keep me away. he could've just said he wasn't interested anymore instead of making me feel like he wants nothing to do with me. at all. ouch. it's in my nature to trust others, even if I'm afraid to, but this flip-flopping business really gets to me. don't we ever grow up? I'm talking about myself too. I've been so livid with emotions lately that I can hardly see where I'm going sometimes. now I feel like I've broken up with someone and can't understand why he was so mean about it, for lack of a better word. I liked him. I'll probably never talk to him again. another number in my phone that will forever be out of use. because of course in reality I want to talk to him, but he obviously doesn't want to talk to me. could've said it differently. I wasn't mad at him. it was someone else who wasn't very respectful of me if you catch my drift. thanks for making me feel like I should've just let him. I was thinking of you.