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Life was never easy for her but she held her own. She used to laugh all the time and everyone would say how happy she was, but deep down inside she was crying and sad. Life wasn’t easy growing up but she held it out so that her family would always be together. From small she used to go to different churches but deep down she hated the Lord that they served because he promised to protect her but he didn’t. She hated the way men looked at her like she was theirs for the taking and they did take because she was too young to defend herself. She was bright, sweet, and beautiful to the human eye and everyone wanted to be like her but no one knew how much she wanted to be like them. She hated her skin colour, eyes, mouth, nose, hair and body. Altogether she hated being a female. A weak and defenseless girl is all that men ever saw when they looked at her and who could blame them because that is exactly who she saw when she looked in the mirror. Her father was a lying, cheating b***d, who only thought of himself and not his family. Her mother a weak idiot, who saw through all of his lies but just ignored them and instead she took it out on her kids. Yes, the family was a **** up one but everybody isn’t perfect. Her mother was afraid to go back home a total failure so she decided to play dumb. All for the sake of pride, one the seven sins of the retched world. Once upon a time she hated everything any everyone on this small planet but things started to change. She met this guy when she was younger but he only had the courage to speak to her now. He was sweet, shy, cute, innocent and a church boy. Yes, he was a church boy, who by the way is younger than her. Now age was important to her because that meant that she didn’t have to play little boys’ games. But she was willing to look past that rule in her book for once. Before we go any further let me tell you all about her rule which no one could make her break until she met this boy. QAYSEL** · Fri Nov 14, 2008 @ 07:22pm · 0 Comments


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