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Just one of those times when I know everything's gonna fall,

but then shift back into place and form something amazing

Just one of those times when I know that when I call,

and no one is going to be here with me.

On the day I'm going to see everything that wasn't meant to be.

fall before me, what's left will form into something great,

something bright, something beautiful; a spark of hope. A bright

beginning, one with ambition tearing through forests like wildfire,

spreading hope through that fire and building spirit around us all,

forgetting that one day or the next we know that we could fall.

and preparing for the empire that God has prepared for us to truly

call, our own.

Our hearts are supposed to be so close,

yet I feel so far away

I'd ask you to stay, if only you felt this way...

But you could never love me,

I don't think you could ever see,

a reason to love me the way I love you.

And feeling so far away from you,

I wish I knew if you loved me too...

The feelings hurt too much,

and my heart's burning for your touch.

I can't leave this sorrow behind,

I wish you knew that I would never mind,

a day with just you.

I can't take this pain,

Unstable chemicals in my brain.

Call me insane,

Call me a pessimest,

But she's taken my heart away from me

And darkness covers my eyes so I can't see

The pain has just begun,

And now I'm turning numb

But sparks of hope shimmer through me,

And it's like I can feel again

Without a doubt in my mind,

I can never leave these feelings behind,

Not until I can really find,

A girl that cares.