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UGH ! I am so irritated.. this dam dream is getting to me. usually i wouldn't but.. its about Alex. he means the world to me.and..if i lose him...i don't know what i am going to do. a good dream gone bad !
the dream:
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So, me and Alex are in Mexico ( or Spain...) either way. we are some where like that, and it was a a week for festivals and every thing. the perfect time to go there. so my other friends went off some where and we went and joined a dance competition, and won! then we played some of the mini games that were around the town. it was the best time ever.. it gets even better!! Once we were all done having fun we walked back to the house we were staying at ( who knows... all i know it was HUGE!!!!!) so he stopped me in the drive way and turned to me he said ' i promise i will be here for you forever, no matter what.' hearing that even in a dream made me smile and i gave him a big hug. then out of no where these three black cars speed into the drive way and blocked us. i looked at them then turned back to Alex, but he was gone. i looked at one of the cars and he was getting in it. he looked up at me and said ' sorrry.. this is just better. this way neither of us cant get hurt...' and he drove off.... it hurt. i woke up almost crying.
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The thought of losing my best friend.. it hurts so much!...if i lose him.. UGH I dont wanna think of that. but i wonder why that dream is bugging me so much-.-
its so irritating. why!>! i talked to him today about it.. he said no matter what he would be here for me... but there is this feeling like something is gunna happen. i need help....not even lexhez(who i have known for 12 years) can help..she tried but.. she made it worse.but oh well
HELP
 panda-chan19 · Sun Jul 04, 2010 @ 05:45am · 0 Comments |
