Help: okay well today has been a day that didn't seem like a bad day at all until about 2 minutes ago. I was reading a friends journal, and she is really upset. This is a friend i have only known for a year and she moved to Texas. She (from what i can tell at her journal) is very sad. I wish I could help but now that shes moved and I really dont seem to have much of a tie to my friends from my old school (where the upset girl and some other friends went with me) no matter how much I try, i cant seem to be helping her. People. . .please give advice.
More of a change: The friends from the old school are (were?) the best friends I have ever had. But that year was a real turn around for me. Before that school I went to another school and then to another school (3 schools for 3 years). After coming to this new school I have changed. Not a bad change. But I am different, Last year I wasn't all there, I was hyper all the time which was fun then but is sad now. I feel like now as I look back on it that year was a tough year for me. Maybe because I had such great friends? I also feel that people from that old school thought maybe I was stupid or immature, and maybe I was. Well all this stuff is stuff I wanted to tell some one or at least just get it out. But i also feel that next year I will change even more and get my priorities straight (and fix my spelling). So You guys from that old school, if you read this, the next time you see me (at the begining of next year when I will hopefully be sucesfully be reunited with you) be ready to see a more mellow and thoughtful person. I think that I am still light hearted and
(?witty?) as I was before, just a more together me. What I have said may not make sense to some but if it doesn't don't tell me because to some it will. So those who read thanks for listening. Each big year is a year of change like way back in 5th grade, then in 7th, and later on i guess during my junior year I changed refining and fine tuning and under coat of me. (wow that was really philisophical *laughs*) Well now that that is out I feel better. 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding
 riennie-chan · Thu Mar 02, 2006 @ 02:17am · 1 Comments |
