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Okay, at first I have to admit that I've decided to attend the private school, where i am going to study english. I wanted to get to the same group my friend and girls from my class are, and I had to write a test, that would allocate me. I prayed to be good enough or even better, couse my friends say that I'm better with english than Sophie or Pauline. And you know, I passed. I met Jeff - my new teacher, native speaker from US - and I understood him. I have the problems with speaking, though. I wish I was like Natalie - she always gets the best grades in english and she understands every little word. Oh my. But I am so happy, I feel like the luckiest person in the whole world. I hope that they won't decide one day that I shouldn't be in this group - that would be so humiliating! But for now - I will do my best and try to really be good, to speak well and so on - I promise! You can hold me to my word. Well, gotta go. I wish I haven't got so many preps (?) to do. Bye

I'm so filled with hatred! I'm living with my grands, and the grandma is so ******** stupid and annoying. She always complains about me and my mom and sis. Yesterday she told my mom that she shouldn't have let father see Caroline. And what above all this, that she was stupid to ever get married him. She always says so and that makes us sick. Mom looks like she haven't sleep at night, Caroline is sick and she must utter such stupid things. She even found out that he keeps setting my sis against her. Sometimes I wanna tell her that she's near-sighted and see only what she wants to. I hate her, she has ruined our lives without noticing it. Thinks she's absolute splendid and only God knows what else. Argh! mad