Her name was Austen, her hair was blond, her smile was golden, her eyes were strong. I loved her, I still do. But dads word scares her, and I'll face her fear. We dated and I loved her so, I gave her my heart to never let go. But dad found out and he spilled her tears. Leaving me, was the greatest of my fears. I haven't let go. Nor do i care to. On the day I found out, I promised I would stay. So here i am in love to this very day. She said she loved me, But i question if she still does. I feel as if She things bad of me. I wont blame her none. I messed up, being selfish and stupid. My words cut to deep and now my fear is that I've lost her forever. My heart hurts my head aches and my tears wont stop. My heart pangs with hopes dreams sadness regret and longing. I don't know how to say how i feel and those three words are said to much their not enough.
I love her. I will. I'm still here, waiting. For as long as my heart desires.
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