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Drowning in my own sleep!.....................


.....Iv'e been wondering for several nights now......been thinking to myself...."Is all this just a dream"?...."Is all this really happening"?......."Whats left for me in this world"? i say to myself..........The Morphine has no effect..........These dreams that i have,.......will not leave me in peace....They only make everything worse!.......I feel like i want to quit it all and end it now!,.......but i know i cannot do that....,Yet........He is the cause of all this!.........I may have no clue where he may roam...or where he once was.........But i still intend to find him to finally end his life!......and my pain...................for the only way for me to finally rest in peace is,................the only way for me to see the light once more......is by finding my inner self!......................................................