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It has been a while, huh? I'm surprised I remember this thing. Whoo...

So how are you all? Keeping well?

Well if any of you guys want to talk to me, let me know somehow. I might start checking into these places sometime again.

What's happened? Well...still can't find work, I'm away on weekdays for this load of rubbish I'm on, and I found myself a gf. Huh? Who's the lucky girl? You think she's lucky to have me? I tell you, I am dreading the moment I tell her about what my life has been like, with this computer network being the only thing sustaining my sanity. Especially the people I've met. I still get stomach pains remembering all the pain I've suffered from this thing.

So why do I come back here? Because it's the place where all my closest friends are. It's all I have to keep in touch with them by. And apart from my newly-found gf and my dog, these online friends are all I have. That's it.

Anyway, I don't want you to get all teary-eyed about me, so I'll cut this here. Laters, peeps!

TCL

Not sure if anyone knows about my LJ account, but this will tell you about the thoughts going through my head at the moment.

In other news, I've started donation to peoples' causes. I'm starting to feel more and more that I could help people and this is showing in my hange of attitude. And seeing as how I've made a lot of friends recently, I only hope that they will remain friends with me. The future of mine isn't going to look pretty for me, but I'll manage one way or another. I have to. Otherwise everything I'm doing is all in vain.

I don't want to be mistaken for a fool...

I return, but it appears all that I once knew are gone. I see nobody around anymore. Even those on my Friends List...Zackar, Arcania, Flame, Mizu...Lemau...none of them...they're all lost...

I can only wonder now as to what I can do. All that I used to stay here for is now gone. I have no reason to be here. No purpose. But I still want to know why it happened to turn out this way...why everyone that I got along with has suddenly disappeared...as if vanished into thin air.

To journey on alone...it seems to be my curse...

Evil seems to spawn from every nook and cranny nowadays, doesn't it? I've been trying to fight off the demons, but it seems that the powers of the Battle Mage are weakening to such an extent that I'm losing the grip on the sanity. Too many otherworldly thoughts have been hacking their way into me now and all I can do about it is try and fight it off until it passes over.

Well...until another day, farewell. This is the Battle Mage, signing out.

Apologies to anyone who knows me, but things have been going to the opposite of my preferences. For one thing, the internet I had was all cooped up and annoyed me like heck. Then when it came back, I could not get into this place at all - not once! Annoying to its extremeties, but...meh...

Anyway, hope everyone's cool. TCL out.

Well...first post in the journal here...so this one will be a little test and a little explanation of myself.

Some in the Gaia community already know me, but I find very few who are seriously interested in roleplaying. The name's TCL, Thomas or Tom, depending on how you know me. I am a serious forum roleplayer and I like a challenge when it comes to any roleplay that I do online. Two of the online forums I run are from these sites:

Livarencia Quest
This is for the advanced and skilled roleplayers existing in the www, so if you're interested and think you have what it takes, why not apply in the forum today?

The TCL Palace
A forum RP site that allows all forms of roleplayers, new and inexperienced or old and knowledgeable, to be able to learn now to roleplay and show others some useful notches and pointers on how to roleplay for the new people.

If people want me to go on, then I would like some response. My PM box is open to all and friends can post below. I welcome responses. smile

Laters!

TCL

((P.S. Visit my Xanga if you want a real story about me. wink ))