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Why can't I erase this feeling I have? I keep trying to tell myself that he's just a friend. But there's still something more. But I think it's a little too late for that now. I feel like our friendship is drifting apart. I try to call but I either don't get an answer or he tells me that he'll call back later and never does. I even leave comments and PMs. But still no response. I guess he's moved on. That's something I should do too. He's not worth sleepless nights, fallen tears and heartaches. Even if he does say that he loves me. I just don't think i can believe that anymore. Even if i so badly want to. I'll always love him though. Even when i don't want to. He'll always have a place in my heart. I'll never forget you Jay. I love you. Always...and forever.

Time moves on....
And you gotta move with it....
Or you get left behind....
I don't wanna get left behind....
But i don't want time to move on....
So i guess I'm not ganna move with it....
Looks like I'm stuck....
Waiting....Waiting....
But what am I waiting for?
Am I waiting for someone to come get me?
Or waiting for someone to wait with me?
But no ones going to stop...
There all ganna move on...
They don't wanna be left behind like me...
They do what time tells them to...
And move on....
Looks like I'm all alone....
Just waiting...