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While all that stuff was happening i became depressed from hearing my parents fighting and not telling me why. I felt alone so i turned 2 things that will make me feel alive. That's when everything went down the drain. I started 2 takes things from my parents like cash and other stuff. I took my dads smokes and tried 2 smoke them. I turned 2 sexuality 2 make me feel alive as well. That's when my older cuz got 2 me. He got me alone and got me 2 do stuff to please him. But i didnt know better, depressed and feeling alone made me want anythign that will make me feel alive and worth something in this dark world. During this time of my life i also became Emo. started 2 hurt myself and putting myself down. This is before i met my best friend Brenden. He's the best friend any1 could ask for.
He's funny, kind, cheerful, and always there when u need him. He's the best.
And that's the end of part 2 of my story.