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Losing

I’m throwing everything away..
So don’t you say I’m lonely
I don’t have anything… I Don’t have anything left…
Everybody…Everything…I lost them somewhere
I held it back all this time…My tears...
I can’t tell anyone…
I Can’t tell anyone the one I love is dead…
It’s so sad I can’t bear to say it..
I can’t find him he is lost somewhere in my heart…
Why can’t I see him when I love him so much!?
Tears rushed out… and I couldn’t say anything after that.
I don’t know what this feeling is.
In my Fiery Grief, My heart stirred only once.
I was told my fate.
What can I do…
I can’t think….
Even his voice which used to echo in my head...
Now sounds like an unknown noise...
I don’t want to run away anymore…

The rain of lost and hope

It was raining when I woke up..
The clouds we're covered in shadows...
There is a pain coming from my heart...
Why does it hurt so much?
This is the sound my heart distortion’s shattering...
The rain is falling so hard...I can’t see anything...
We were so close...
I will try to express my true feelings and cherish them
I’ll do all I can
I had forgotten something important
I like you
I kept avoiding the rain…but now..
There is a fresh atmosphere in the city… its so nice...
I really like the sky after it has stopped raining...
And the night that created never ending stories…
Fish written using the Kanji from river.
I mean to say…
That things are okay...Because you’re here...
Let’s both break free from the past and find happiness together...
Now we can stay like this forever...