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What can you ever do when the one that can make you stop crying, is the one who made you cry? I’m
Sick of crying, sick of lying to others but outside you see me smiling
But then again on the outside people see me like that but I’m not they don’t see me being hurt but I am hurt by you...
The one I love and other people can only exist in my dreams because
I’m dying inside and the person who is killing me is…You…And you know that
the greatest pain that comes from love is loving some one who you can’t never love. Or that
the same thing the greatest pain that comes from love is loving some one you can never love in life even in heaven…
Waiting for some thing that may not come for a very long time and if
I die in that time I die from being in a major love with you but that was not what you and I was thinking and that’s not true love…If it was love I wound still be living right now with a love one.
In heaven or hell I will not be loved but only by myself and
what can I do to make you to love me in a life time. And I have tried my best but I will keep trying but maybe by the end I don’t have your love…The whole time I was with
you knew that I am crying my heart out but you did‘t do any thing about? Was it that you think I can do it on my own? I want you to know that you can’t be a man to make me happy but your own…
Just to let you know making me feel like this soon you will feel the same way and bagging for me back and you will be crying the same way I did but I will not feel sorry for you because you didn’t feel the same way for me…
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