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School was ok but depressing like hell. Morning, played with the others and watched Robert chase Stephy all over the school(lol). For English 2A, we were quizzed on the homework, had a discussion on the novel, read a page on Taoism, and took notes on the characters. Break was crazy. John and Teri-kun kept fighting the whole day. *sighs* Kids these days...-___-'...and made me even sadder crying . Biology was just another ******** lecture. It was hella funny though... This time Danny, Priya, Michael, and Johnnathan did the gonad cheer. We even started talking about how funny it would be if our school mascot was the gonad or the nad. We'd be all like "Go Nads!" and if we had a football game, we can tell the opposing team to "suck our balls!"(LMAO) I remember there was more...oh well...probably wouldn't want to talk about it anyways... Lunch was the typical fighting crying ... So violent...I have so many injuries nowadays. Had a test in world history that I didn't bother to study for and don't give a ******** ******** if I passed or not. After-school Vivian and Katherine told me something about track pictures and I got confused because I never remembered coach saying anything about it, then again I wasn't there yesterday because of the AP course meeting. Since there was an hour before practice I was hoping to spend some of it "playing" with Teri-kun since spring break is coming up and we may not be able to tomorrow because I have a feeling anime club is cancelled tomorrow and a lot of people from the track team is attending the Stanford Invitational and so there won't be practice that day. Instead he went home. It made me really sad. I almost broke down in the locker room because it made me so upset that I couldn't spend my last hour before spring break with him. I was crying a lot but I hid in a corner so no one would see. I chose not to hang out with my teammates because I didn't want them to see me crying. Why couldnt've I told him that? Why am I so selfish? Oh well...Maybe it's for the best. Our relationship can't be all making out. We still need to balance it out mentally and emotionally. Besides, wasn't it my wish to have a guy who loves me more as a best friend than a sex partner? It's just going to be a repeat of my last relationship with my ex if he starts liking me more for my body than character. It's tough but if that's what it takes to make things work out well between us it has to be done like it or not.Guess I can't get everything in life. I read some of Negima until it was time to warm up. After the warm-up we took pictures and listened to Coach Slaton's announcements. The runathon people did their runathon. I did the normal workout which was 10 400s. I had to stop on my 4th one because I started having really bad aches and pains in some spot between my stomach and crotch(don't know the specific name) and I couldn't run anymore during that time so yeah. I had nothing better to do so I called for my ride home. At home I typed about my day on xanga and yeah. I don't have any Friday homework so yay! But it's all due April 4th(sadly crying ...)....