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Many people don't know who I am, or well the one that lives inside me. When I am out some where I hide behide little lies or small talk that leads no where. i really don't think people need to know the true me. That is what I would tell myself ever time a small comment was made about something. In gernarl people would be talking about how cool something was and me I really don't think it is. i would say that. I am not a good person in talking in gernal... I have a hard time spiting out words
My mind talks so fast sometimes I am surprised I can understand it. Half the time i wish my inner voice would speak for my outer. It would save some time and fights. I have tied so many times to get my point a cross in so little words or something... It just leads me to a road of confussion.
Then when it comes to writeing down... I get even more lost then before.... It more or less.... I am a bad speller and when I come to word I want to spell and I can't I spend lot of time getting it right, that I loss my thought.... So I guess I should just stick to saying so little as I do...
I really have great to say at time to time but know one is there to listen?
Will you be there to listen?