I'm seriously afraid that I might be depressed.
I've wikipedia'd the symptoms and you know...I fit almost all of them.
I don't have any interest in anything...some days I don't feel like getting out of bed.
I haven't taken a shower in almost a week.
I cried for no reason earlier...and there's absolutely no reason for me to feel this way.
I mean...my life is going great.
You know?
I have straight A's.
A great filial rapport with my parents.
I'm perfectly healthy...proved by the check up I had when I donated blood.
yet...I just feel miserable.
I feel like if I disappeared off of the face of the Earth tomorrow, no one would even notice.
and sometimes it's like...I'm screaming at the top of my lungs and no one can hear me.
Some of my friends don't call me anymore...it's like we live in different worlds now.
Others have moved too far away...others still I only see at school 'cause they've always lived far away.
yes...I'm single now, but that's what I wanted.
and my ex is moving on already, pretty serious girlfriend and all.
I'm happy for him...he deserves that.
I've gotta go...phone's ringing, might finish this up later.
I've wikipedia'd the symptoms and you know...I fit almost all of them.
I don't have any interest in anything...some days I don't feel like getting out of bed.
I haven't taken a shower in almost a week.
I cried for no reason earlier...and there's absolutely no reason for me to feel this way.
I mean...my life is going great.
You know?
I have straight A's.
A great filial rapport with my parents.
I'm perfectly healthy...proved by the check up I had when I donated blood.
yet...I just feel miserable.
I feel like if I disappeared off of the face of the Earth tomorrow, no one would even notice.
and sometimes it's like...I'm screaming at the top of my lungs and no one can hear me.
Some of my friends don't call me anymore...it's like we live in different worlds now.
Others have moved too far away...others still I only see at school 'cause they've always lived far away.
yes...I'm single now, but that's what I wanted.
and my ex is moving on already, pretty serious girlfriend and all.
I'm happy for him...he deserves that.
I've gotta go...phone's ringing, might finish this up later.
