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Cunfusion hi!! I just kinda felt like ranting so I figured that I'd do it in my journal. I'm so depressed at this momment in time due to friendship issues. I don't know who to trust or who to listen to. All I know is that I really need to learn how to get my own life. I've been following people around my whole life because I can't do things on my own. Even if the person treated me like st I still thought that they were my friend and I needed them. People boss me around and make me feel really bad about myself. It's like a battle between friends and I don't know which side to take. I can't take it anymore!! Lies, lies, lies!! Why do people lie to me!? Does anyone really care about me or am I still being used. Am I a replacement friend or just your little slave to boss around? It's so easy to use me and I wish I knew how to stop myself from being like that. I don't know what to do and I'm so confused. I don't need this st in my life right now. I'm half ready to go freaking kill myself! I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: x0xRosex0x Sat Mar 03, 2007 @ 03:14pm

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Commented on: Mon Mar 05, 2007 @ 09:58pm


	people do stupid things, you don't need to take it from them if all it does is hurt you sad I understand that you want people happy by meg-chan has to be happy too. If your friend or friends don't make you feel happy or they put you down then you have to stand up for your self and look for someone you can really trust and love 3nodding I can't understand why it is hard for you to live on your own two feet, it is a hard thing to do. Everyone is dependent on at least one or a few people, to make them feel better or to even help with disicions 3nodding It isn't easy to change something that you have been for so long. But it is major progress that youi have realized what is wrong and want to make it better. And I don't see you as a replament friend nor a slave, i care about you sooo much heart !! I love ya meg-chan!!! mrgreen

Commented on: Sun Mar 11, 2007 @ 05:05am


	I know how u feel.I have friends like that to.My one friend is always so mean to me actully most people are mean to meany way here is omthing i hope cheers u up a bit.

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Commented on: Mon Mar 12, 2007 @ 01:35am


	Trust no one but yourself, to a point at least. When someone tells you something trust them as much as you are willing to. If you know someone is a big time lier don't trust them. People can be bastards and are bastards, just ask Inuyasha. Don't kill yourself, become a hikkiomori. It's a way cooler word then suicide. BTW, the other day when you asked if you were self centered what i said was meant to be joke. Sometimes i just don't know when to be serious. Sorry.

Commented on: Mon Mar 12, 2007 @ 02:16am


	Woah i was just told something i didn't know. I'm confused with you.

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Commented on: Tue Mar 13, 2007 @ 02:52am


	Quote: people do stupid things, you don't need to take it from them if all it does is hurt you I understand that you want people happy by meg-chan has to be happy too. If your friend or friends don't make you feel happy or they put you down then you have to stand up for your self and look for someone you can really trust and love I can't understand why it is hard for you to live on your own two feet, it is a hard thing to do. Everyone is dependent on at least one or a few people, to make them feel better or to even help with disicions It isn't easy to change something that you have been for so long. But it is major progress that youi have realized what is wrong and want to make it better. And I don't see you as a replament friend nor a slave, i care about you sooo much !! I love ya meg-chan!!! hmm i concur..it sounds to happy when people do stupid things you shouldnt be so forgiving and should trust a few people love is restricted to one..and a confession i see!!!jkjk..lol im talking about the tanya XDD

Commented on: Tue Mar 13, 2007 @ 04:16am


	HEY J-chan!! crying not funny!!! lol

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