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I can't deal with this anymore. I put on a mask everytime my friends see me, so they don't see how I really am. In front of them I'm happy, outgoing, and fun to be around, but alone I am very shy, lonely, and depressed. I just don't want to make my friends unhappy when they see me in moods like these, where I just want to disappear without a trace. I'm tired of pretending to be something I'm not. Usually I am hyper, funny, and happy-go-lucky, but when I'm feeling depressed I tend to hide it. I have so much on my plate right now, problems with friends, family, and just, everything. I hate this so much.........

Posted by: Tamerwyn Mon Feb 26, 2007 @ 06:49pm

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Tamerwyn
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Commented on: Wed Feb 28, 2007 @ 10:04pm

Commented on: Tue Mar 20, 2007 @ 03:59pm


	No!..i just read this nd i care!..i kno wut ur goin through but i dont hide it from my friends i hide it from my parents..it's kinda hard sumtimes nd its hard to tell ur friends how u feel sumtimes i mean i hid the fact that i wuz depressed nd felt like s**t for a wk. but i couldnt take it nd then i burst out in yelling...i tend to bottle up my sadness nd depression...and my anger...that y if my mom can ima ask her to put me in anger managment classes+i have to go to the ciropractor wen we find a physical therapist...that shur will b funn.....w/e...

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Commented on: Tue Mar 20, 2007 @ 09:48pm


	Thank you for commenting, Sally Raggdoll. It's nice to know there's someone out there who cares and that I can talk to. ^^

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