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I am now dead, and you’ve ripped out the rest of my heart.

Taking along with it was my pride and joy.
I thought you would be there for me, and not give in, but you did.
You told everyone that I cheated and more.
Even when you knew those were all just lies, to cover up your guilty pleasures.


I should have been stronger and walked away instead of letting you break my heart at the very end.
All I can do at this moment is cry.
I loved you, but I guess you really never loved me as much as I loved you.
We were in this from the beginning with trust love and loyalty.



The only thing I’ll ever miss is the way you smiled at me.
And took my breath away, that very day that we started our relationship.


I am now at the very point of reaching my grave. In my dreams I’m lying in a garden.
With nothing on me but a white blanket.
In this garden is nothing, but some dead black roses.


Don’t you see what you’ve done to me?


On the bright side of this garden is my future hopefully filled with love and laughter?
I know that I am mourning now, but someday I will again find the love of my life.