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okies, cool, I finally wrote something OK... Ive taken my bottled up feelings and shoved them into this..
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I hope you understand that all I want is to be happy with you, and I just want all of these hardships between us to end.. well, becasue I love you with all of my heart, and I dont want to lose you.. meeting you is the best thing that's EVER happened to me..
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Push and pull, just as waves
I can’t go far from you
But I remain too close, just hoping you’ll stay
Am I doing it all wrong?
Do you want someone stronger than I?
Someone different than I?
I’ll give you the world if it means you’ll be happy
I want not to part from you
But staying so close
I just push myself away
Mathematical terms don’t make much sense
Just words pushed together and shapes that mean nothing
As if they expect me to know this
Maybe if I write your name
In a never-ending circle
It won’t break as a heart will
A bloody Valentine
With a heart in your hand
My heart in your hand
Maybe with a hollowed chest
Maybe I won’t feel empty
A paper love that was conquered
Our paperback novel is not at its ending quite yet
Such lovely language we speak
Mon chéri, our façades will bring us forth
The world is so cruel and distorted
Yet hand in hand we laugh at the remorse
An intricate mural simply sketched on this wall
So lacking in colors very brilliant
I want to erase our pains and sorrows
This sadness is just us being frivolous
Smile my angel, for soon we will be
Sooner than our hopes permit
Within your protected embrace
Such a bloody Valentine
Its just us after all

02.15.07