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what do u do when 1 of ur best friends dies on u?? do u cry?? r u happy?? do u cry for a lil while then get over it and move on?? or do u cry everytime u think about that person and everything u use 2 do 2gether???

For me...i do the last....1 of my best friends died...i miss him more then i have missed any1...I love him!!! the last day i talked 2 him we were talking about getting Married on the same day... we were talking about skateboarding 2gether...showing eachother our moves....we were talking about hanging out and having fun....i want 2 do that sooo badly right now....i just want 2 be with him.....i want 2 see him smile...and be happy...god how i miss him....not that long ago he told me he liked me....and now that i think about it...i have realized how much he ment 2 me...i loved him.....i loved him more then any1 will ever know....and i miss him sooo much....i hope 2 see him again soon...maybe then we can hang out more....I MISS U JAY!!!!!!! RIP!!!!!!