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i dont know why but lately ive been feeling more depressed then usual. maybe its because my "friends" are trying to avoid me. or maybe its because im failing english (i have a D) or maybe its because of the test my bf or maybe old bf....i dont know, conducting a test on how he feels about me. gand now its valentines day. well almost. i feel really bad because i know almost everyone has a valentine but me. no one likes me but at least i can have a valentine or something. but i know it doesnt work like that. im just sick of love, and thats only because i don't have a real love in real life. i love my bf but i really need to be with someone ive seen before. but it seems that wont ever happen. i guess i just have to wait till wednesday and see what happens. *sighs* but i doubt anything is going to happen. but lets just see.