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Last night, I broke up with my boyfriend after going out with him for four months. He thought it'd be better for us because we both went through a lot of trouble after thinking I was pregnant (fortunately, I am not). When he broke up with me, it was really upsetting. I don't think I could bear the thought of being alone again. It had been so long since I had had a boyfriend and now I'm all alone again. I really really liked him too. I was a virgin when I met him, I actually didn't push him away when we kissed, and most of all, I missed him each day when I didn't see him. I spent most of last night crying, hoping it would fix things, hoping it would bring him back, hoping it would make him feel so horrible that he'd take me back.

I don't know what's going to happen now, but I'm going to try to face it with maturity, grace and the blessing freedom of being single again.

so a pat on the back for myself and let's hit the world of men!