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No, that is not scientifically proven. But I'm willing to bet all your money its true.
Anywho, this is a rant. Please know that. Ok, disclaimers outta the way. Lets go!
First off, life sucks. Yeah, I know, how emo does that sound? But sit and think with me a moment folks. Your born. Wooo, a baby girl/boy. You immediatly start learning stuff... or rather being taught stuff. (Or should that be vice-versa?) Anywho, as soon as your able your sent off to the pentitiary known as school. This whole time your learning, growing, etc, etc and working hard so you can go into the work force or college. Lets say you have parents like mine and before you can say "googoo gah gah" you know your a college bound kid. So, you go to college and they cram a bit more worthless math and dead languages into your head. You graduate. Woo! You get a pretty piece of paper with calligraphy on it saying you get a better job than those too poor to go to college. Now you work. And you work. And you work a bit more. Always working your way up, saving, working some more. Lather, rinse, repeat, right? So, to recap, we've spent ~22 years in school and now maybe... Oh, I dunno, 40 years working. Your 62. You get to retire. Congrads, you spent 62 years working up so you can enjoy the last week you have to live before a freak accident kills you. Yatta. >_>
Ok, so that was random and stupid. Next topic~
Whats the bloody point in all that? Why bother? By the time you die in your freak accident at age 62 we'll say youve got 40 friends. Aren't you popular? Well in a year the number of friends visiting your spiffy grave drops to maybe 20. 5 years, 10. 10 years, maybe your wife/husband. Unless (s)he remarried some rich b*****d/ess. No one will remeber you once your gone. Yes, tell me I'm wrong. Hug your friends closely and tear up as you proclaim to be friends forever, even past death. Oh, and lets have a few rainbows and ponies for the effect, ok? Beep. Wrong. Hell, I'm not even dead and most of my friends have forgotten me. (To those who haven't - Love ya. Don't forget me. I know where you live.<3)
Which leads me to my third topic. Far more personal. Gomen on the name use but none of them read this anywhozzles.
I want to start by saying I love my friends dearly. But my god can they annoy me/ =_= For one, I have Zach who mispelles "bye" and other simple words that we had hope he learned when he had to stay back in whatever grade he failed. Oh, and get some ridalin kid. That was a bit too personal. I'll back off a bit. Why is it that I have a mass minion army at Weaver and yet no real friends? They're wonderful people and I have a bunch of fun with them but they don't know me. They know the character Rose. But I bet if you went up to any one of them and asked a simple question about me they'd not have a clue. Its quite depressing really. I've lost all 'true' friends here. And its not an attack on my dearly missed old friends. I know that by not going to the same school as you its just hard to stay in touch. But I took a look at my situation about a week ago and realised; My closest friends right now are people I've never and may never see face to face. Jenna, Javi, and Jason. Yay J names! I love them dearly but not being able to have a friend who knows you that you can hang out with or just be around... is depressing, you know? And while I have them freshly mentioned, Topic Four!
WHY DO PEOPLE RUSH INTO RELATIONSHIPS?!?!?
I love you Jenna and Javi. I really do. I think your a wonderful adorable couple. But. Yes, but. You guys are married at 19 and 20. You went out half a year, maybe, MAYBE; before getting MARRIED. Javi was in Jennas freaking pants the first time she went to his house. And now theres all this horrible relationship spatting. And guess who gets caught in the middle of it? Good old sister Rosey. Lovely, isn't it? Heres a loaded gun - Make it fast.
Now, for any of my friends who actually read this in the next year (which is highly doubtful but...) I don't want you thinking I've gone all emo and depressed. I don't enjoy life. Frankly, I think its a waste of time. But I don't dislike it enough to go kill myself or anything. Cmon, I've always had the common sense. I maybe didn't always use it but...
Last thought for my old friends.
Just how many of us wear all black?
I know I do... I believe Chelsi still does. Ryan doesn't but I think thats largely a bandy thing. Charlie, how about you? Anyone heard from Alanna or Ashely? What of them?
What got me thinking was the other day I saw Justin (Sonic, for those who get that reference) and noticed he and his friends were in all black. Its so strange because he never seemed like the type to wear all black. Especially when his hair was blue.
Add to my musing?
I might.
Its 1:30 AM though now, so I think I'll hope off to bed.
 Saiokuo · Mon Feb 05, 2007 @ 06:30am · 0 Comments |
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