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Plz bite my legs off.. but I want my legs.. I need them x.X
IRL:
Guess what... its just brilliant... darn it... it hasnt been more than three days of owning that car and I already have done something. A car acsident, even though I only scratched the other car (and mine), nothing serious. I was so scared... no.. not scared, more like a shock, this had never happened to me before (I have never before had a car neutral ) and I was sure my dad would get angry and ignorant (he can act like such a child... he is childish.. its a fact. The reason his last wife married him... also the reason they broke apart) but surpriseingly he wasnt.. he just thought it was a bit more (even if I told him it was just a scrach, no dents or anything damanged... nothing serious.... )
When something new happens to me... not always new, but when it is like you feel like you have done something terribly wrong, and even after you know it is nothing to worry about, I cant make myself stop shaking all over gonk my knees are shaking like Id been cold, dying cold.... and when I know nothing is wrong, nothing to worry about, they still shake until I've gotten away, out of the situation gonk [tries to kick her knees... not working without falling over] I could say I just break down.... and if I have to talk to much about what's wrong (or could be wrong)... about what happened, and the one Im talking to doesnt seem to be happy about it, not really suporting.. I feel my voice is breaking, a tear going to run down my chin.... I litherly just break down, even when I know nothing is going on... its like my body cant take it... my mind is annoyed at this fact stressed ... I just .... whatever..... who hasnt something they cant controle sweatdrop xp
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