Everything that has happened to me during the past day has been very emotional and I'm hurting in pain.. this is my first break up with someone I've been serious with for a long, long time.. everytime I hear his voice or mention his name.. I begin to tear and then cry every so often. Is that normal?
And every time I hear someone tell me about that person makes me sad! I feel like I'd never be the same person I once was again. I want to be able to laugh, smile and joke with my friends and family. Not to be gloomy all day long.
I want to find a guy who'd make my day and fill it with everlasting joy! I want to be able to hold his hand day by day, kiss his soft lips whenever I get the chance, touch his soft skin on mine, make him mine forever til I eternity, I want every part of him all to be mine! Until that day comes, I'll be the most lucky woman on the face of the Earth!
But right now, I am hurting and crying every single day... I really loved him! And now... everything about him is just a tear in my eye.. every tear that comes out from my eyes are memories washing away... I love him... but there comes a time when a person says something hurtful and he or she didn't mean to say it and it comes out anyways.. and that relationship is forever lost..
What am I to do now?
And every time I hear someone tell me about that person makes me sad! I feel like I'd never be the same person I once was again. I want to be able to laugh, smile and joke with my friends and family. Not to be gloomy all day long.
I want to find a guy who'd make my day and fill it with everlasting joy! I want to be able to hold his hand day by day, kiss his soft lips whenever I get the chance, touch his soft skin on mine, make him mine forever til I eternity, I want every part of him all to be mine! Until that day comes, I'll be the most lucky woman on the face of the Earth!
But right now, I am hurting and crying every single day... I really loved him! And now... everything about him is just a tear in my eye.. every tear that comes out from my eyes are memories washing away... I love him... but there comes a time when a person says something hurtful and he or she didn't mean to say it and it comes out anyways.. and that relationship is forever lost..
What am I to do now?
