My…quite some time has gone by since I wrote a new entry. Honestly, I figured my life would have fallen into the darkness by now, but here I am still.
Much has happen since the last I wrote. For one I am engaged now to Nataro. We haven’t…well I haven’t exactly told him when we should be married yet.
I was thinking maybe in April sometime but I am not so sure right now. Ryu is still on his pursuit after Saia, the demon that lives within Nataro, and has ensured he will not stop.
I was able to talk to Ryu for once without arguing, but that doesn’t mean he and I are friends. I have made myself clear to Ryu my support is to Nataro and him alone.
If Nataro apposes Ryu then so do I. However, my son shows different signs. The surprising moment when my son he referred to Nataro as his father has changed. Its clear now my son has harvest hatred towards Nataro…I am uncertain why.
For what Ryu can hear behind the face of a child I cannot. Yet I know it’s the connection of the Dragon’s tear ring.
The Dragon’s Tear belonged to Ryu, but he forged it into a wedding ring for me when he I were married. He gave it back to me then I gave the ring to my son.
I thought the return of the ring was a symbol to remember the love he and I shared. Now I see the reason was entirely different. The ring is a tool used to spy on me through my child.
A mind link connection is kept between Raves and Ryu through the Dragon’s Tear. I am such an idiot to think it meant something else, but I will not deny my son from speaking to his father…even if it ruins me. Just some things in this world this stupid fox can’t stop.
Raves has grow in his tantrums. His violence has increased so badly that I had to send him to live with a friend for a while. Dora the Calmer as she is called is quite skilled.
She uses a method to soothe the souls of their anger for a short time. Dora can’t make the anger disappear, but suppress it. It’s been working well for Raves. I intend on him to keep seeing her. Era stays with Dora as well to look after Raves.
Nataro has been keeping me at the Spot since the incident of me losing my left eye. He worries for me and wants me to stay with him until I am better. However, I have made the decision to no longer stay at the Spot.
I am still not well…but am stable. I have my reasons for wanting to leave the Spot. Mostly it’s due to the constant attacks of assassins that Ryu is sending after Nataro.
I miss my baby and my sister. I want to go to my home I made for them and I. I just need to talk to Nataro about a little more first before I choose to leave.
There is something else that I am not going to state yet cause I am not entirely sure. I have told one person and she promises not to tell anyone. I just need a little more time before I reveal this to anyone else. For right now its my secret.
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